Friday, October 28, 2022

rubbish. lalaland.

I read it somewhere..

“The world is like a ride in an amusement park. The ride goes up and down, around and around, it has thrills and chills, and it’s very brightly colored, and it’s very loud, and it can be fun.”


Ketika aku melihat hidupku secara keseluruhan, rasanya seperti melihat amusement park, terlihat cahaya terang warna-warni, semua terlihat menarik. Dinginnya malam dan gelapnya langit jadi tidak terasa lagi. Lagu melody diputar keras memecahkan keheningan. Membuat hati yang tenang menjadi bersemangat.

My life is so bizzarre, yet so beautiful.
I feel content.

Friday, October 7, 2022

sixteenth of vivaldi.

Is it a sad life?
Or is it just simply a life?
Everything sounds wrong and the climax is the day he lost his son..
The moment he couldn’t  breathe sitting right next to the corpse..
The moment he looked for the reasons..
The need for never be hopeless..
I pray he finds his peace..
I pray the angels comfort them..


Ugh. Feelings..

Thursday, October 6, 2022

bolang. the cicilias.

 I wonder why I chose the hard path...

Well at least I don't have to wander on "what ifs" path..

I hope these difficult roads lead to beautiful destinations...









Salam Slay!